I think we just got meanwhile'd

When the hell did it become december?!

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I'M NOT DEAD YET

This idea for an original little writing scene popped into my head, so ... gettin' it down on paper kind of while it's fresh.

( Ignoooore, mostly for the sake of itself )

So maybe sometimes this is my life, more or less. So what.

( YOUTUBE VIDEO )

RACHEL I HAVEN'T FORGOTTEN AND AM BRAINSTORMING RIGHT NOW OK

I AM SITTING ON MY IDEA COUCH AND EVERYTHING

I do use a lot of angry capslock on this journal, don't I.

I am posting about cute boys!!

DEAR JOURNAL YESTERDAY I PERVED ON BOY SCOUTS

TODAY I HAVE YET TO FEEL REGRET ABOUT IT

I ACCIDENTALLY RIPPED ONE OF MY TOENAILS OFF

FAILED 235

WHICH BRINGS MY 'CLASSES I FAILED' COUNT UP TO 2

OUT OF 5

THURSDAY IS MY 173 FINAL BUT I'M PRETTY SURE I'LL FAIL IT TOO SO LET'S JUST COUNT IT AMONG OUR FALIURES ALREADY, BRINING THAT UP TO 3/5

ALSO ON THURSDAY: THE TEACHER WANTING TO MEET WITH MY GROUP RE: YEAR ONE PROJECT SO THAT HE CAN DISCUSS WHO DID WHAT. I DID LIKE. 10% OF THE WORK. LIKE A GODDAMN SLACKER. SO LET'S ASSUME I FAILED THAT TOO.

TOTAL CLASSES FAILED: 4/5

1. False alarm, I somehow managed to slice open my gums with my fingernail while asleep. Nobody is dead! I can't have anything with vinegar in it for a while!

2. If there is one person or more on your friends list who makes your world a better place just because they exist, and who you would not have met (in real life or not) without the Internet, then post this same sentence in your journal. :]

WHY DID I WAKE UP THIS MORNING WITH BLOOD ALL OVER MY TEETH AND UNDER MY FINGERNAILS

WHAT HAVE I DONE

COMP 139 Midterm 1 mark: 22. Out of 50.

COMP 139 Midterm 2 mark: 28. Out of 80.

COMP 139 labs submitted: 2. Out of 8.

At this point I don't even think I'm going to bother with the final. Even if I aced it (which I wouldn't), I wouldn't pass this class. Sigh.

WOW NEVER TEMPT FATE BY SAYING 'WELL AT LEAST I STILL HAVE MY HEALTH' WHEN EVERYTHING GOES WRONG

I just spent like six hours last night hallucinating

noooot restful

still cannot hear out of left ear

throat hurts ;;

so much snooot aaah

IT IS NOW 30 DEGREES CELSIUS

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THINGS THAT HAPPENED RECENTLY

* I am a giggly drunk
* Les Miserables was an amazing musical
* We have nothing to eat in the house and this is NOT AN EXAGGERATION, our kitchen is IN BOXES OUTSIDE, there is NOTHING
* I REAPPED SQUALL AT CFUD AND HAVE NO REGRETS (???)
* I have no food, and I must eat :(

I wish people would not see me on a laptop and immediately think 'hey, she's on a laptop. I'd better go lean over her shoulder and ask what she's doing!'.

PROTIP, NOSY PEOPLE: IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU.